Every time I bury a loved one,
a part of me departs with them.
All the tears, all the heartbreak,
how can I face a world like this?
I seem to keep making wrong choices,
always walking close to the edge.
All the setbacks, all the losses,
and you still ask me why I’ve grown so cold?
This must be rock bottom.
When your life crumbles before you.
Staring into my own reflection,
all life has been drained from these eyes.
No direction, no end in sight,
the days grow bleaker as they pass.
My thoughts are dark, my will is weak,
can’t see a future for myself.
No salvation, no hope in me,
bound to a life of suffering.
Is this the lowest fucking point?
Is this the moment when I finally break?
I have nothing left to live for,
so why should I fight?
Fight to take back my life?
Fight for something that is lost?
Can I prevail against adversity
or succumb to the demons in me?
I have regrets, I have fucked up,
Done things I can’t take back.
Do these faults and mistakes restrain me
or are they the fuel to push on?
This has to be rock bottom.
I’ve spent years in pain,
a prisoner of misery,
chained to my own sorrow,
a marked man I forever am.
There will be no rest,
There will be no peace,
until I wake from this nightmare,
this nightmare that I call life.
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